November 30th brought the capstone poster-board presentations in the Rams Den. I get anxiety I crowds of people, so I was nervous even before the event started. I had only finished my poster-board the night before and when other members of the class started showing up with hyper-colorful boards and glossy photography while mine remained black and white to keep my theme, I started to get even more nervous about my project, thinking that I had done something wrong or misinterpreted something I should have done.
We set up our boards and I had just finished plugging in my laptop and setting up my animatic when someone came up to my board - directly. They passed all the others and came to look at my project and that startled me because I had honestly expected my project to be over-looked by many people. This person viewed my graphic novel, occasionally glancing up at the board to read about the project, then watched the animatic. When it ended, she turned to me and said, "This is really powerful." It was that sentence that gave me the confidence that I had accomplished my goal for this project.
Throughout the evening, many people cam up to my board and asked questions and seemed very interested in the project. Some were attending because of an extra-credit opportunity for a class, some were simply passerby's. Regardless, a lot more people were genuinely interested than I had anticipated.
Taking a step back now and looking at my project and this semester, I know without a shadow of a doubt that there were times I could have pushed myself harder to create an even better product.But in the thick of everything else going on in a semester, the thought of doing any more than I had already done was overwhelming. Why is it that the projects we do for ourselves or the ones we are in charge of everything seem to be the ones that are harder to motivate ones self to work on?
This project has been a lot of work for me, and it has taken a lot out of me; I'm so grateful that it's done now! I am pleased with how it's turned out overall. I wanted to create something that would leave an impact on those who saw it, and I think I've accomplished that.


